Feeling down?

HAHAHAH IT'S 3:13AM AND I HAVEN'T SLEEP BECAUSE I'M ADDICTED TO 9GAG.

IT'S REALLY FUNNY! HERE'S SOME OF THEM :D

 

 

 

there's a door

there's really lots more hahahah but i shall stop here!!

hope you had a good laugh! ^~^

XOXO

Appreciated <3

Was chatting with Michelle, talking about my flaws and everything because she said I'm gorgeous to her...
When people say I'm gorgeous, i'd normally prefer telling him/her about my flaws so that they'll know I'm actually not so great as they think. That's what I prefer to do :)

But so far, michelle's the second person I've told my flaws to. But she's the first who actually made me tear at her reply. And of course, shawn too. Not to mention that I just get to know Shawn not long ago!

Look at what they told me. I feel so damn..... touched. I swear. <3
the words may seem nothing to you but to me, they means a looooooot.
Awesome people :*

Sad life

I was actually blogging from my itouch and I typed like fucking hell lots of things and I wanted to insert photos and the next thing I knew, it's all gone. All my words all everything that i've typed. FML.
Argh maybe I should blog again tmr or smth because I have to like sleep earlier today since I'm waking up at 9AM tmr to catch the X Factor final :)

Good night lovelies!! Sweetest dream ☺♡

Before you walk into my life

Saw this at Tumblr, and i thought that it's damn true.

Couldn't agree with it more.

Seriously, I used to much more confident about myself and all..

but now? It's soooo hard.

People are forever judging. 

Tell me how to be confident when whatever you do, 

people ALWAYS have things to say?

It's like, whatever you do is forever not good enough.

And nowadays i've realised that... I actually have a low self esteem. 

Yeah i know, i used to joke around telling people

that I'm the sexiest/prettiest/cutest girl alive.

(ok maybe now still got :P)

But that's because I wanted to be interesting.

Imagine me going around saying:

"oh gosh i look so damn terrible" or "im the ugliest girl alive" etc.

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Hah ok back to the point. 

I did it because i wanted to be funny, 

and of course I don't mean them. Not a single bit. 

And people will always say i'm thick-skinned

and i'll reply them with "IT'S CALLED HIGH SELF ESTEEM."  :D

Hahah but now, i realised it's really damn hard to have a high self esteem.

And yup, because when people judge, 

it'll always makes me feel that i'm not good enough or something.

Well i believe most of you will feel the same way as me!

So yeah.............

Low self esteem makes me an insecure person...

when i'm insecure i don't trust people easily.....

but when i did and the person decided to prove me wrong.....

lesson learned. 

Oh well..........