But i ain't feeling strong.

 

seriously.

I don't know why but i have this shitty feelings again. In fact i'm having this kind of feeling almost everyday. WHY AH!?!? I hate it a lot. Hehe anyway i'm not trying to be emo or anything. I just don't feel happyyy so i just came to blogger to rant! :)

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Anyway MYE is coming sooooon! Which is really bad 'cause i haven't even start studying for it yet. I totally don't feel like studying. But i know i must! :( I really want to do well for it. But how to do well when i don't even have the motivation to study and shit just happens like almost every single dayyy?!?!? Tskkkkk! Sometimes i really really hate myself a lot for being so lazy. I wanted to be real hardworking and get busy with studies and enjoy studying (which is rather impossible) and do well for every exams. I really do. Maybe it sounds ridiculous or whatsoever but it's true!! :/

And I hate how sleepy i can really get whenever i want to revise for my homework. I hate how i always copy homework from my friend. I hate how stupid i really am compared to the people in my class. I hate how lazy i am. I hate how i'm always distracted from other things.

Omg haha i sound so serious!! Ok la but that's really true lor. It's really what i think. I think but i never do. Actions speak louder than words. Hahaha wait till i really can be hardworking ok!! :D