Saw this at Tumblr, and i thought that it's damn true.
Couldn't agree with it more.
Seriously, I used to much more confident about myself and all..
but now? It's soooo hard.
People are forever judging.
Tell me how to be confident when whatever you do,
people ALWAYS have things to say?
It's like, whatever you do is forever not good enough.
And nowadays i've realised that... I actually have a low self esteem.
Yeah i know, i used to joke around telling people
that I'm the sexiest/prettiest/cutest girl alive.
(ok maybe now still got :P)
But that's because I wanted to be interesting.
Imagine me going around saying:
"oh gosh i look so damn terrible" or "im the ugliest girl alive" etc.
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Hah ok back to the point.
I did it because i wanted to be funny,
and of course I don't mean them. Not a single bit.
And people will always say i'm thick-skinned
and i'll reply them with "IT'S CALLED HIGH SELF ESTEEM." :D
Hahah but now, i realised it's really damn hard to have a high self esteem.
And yup, because when people judge,
it'll always makes me feel that i'm not good enough or something.
Well i believe most of you will feel the same way as me!
So yeah.............
Low self esteem makes me an insecure person...
when i'm insecure i don't trust people easily.....
but when i did and the person decided to prove me wrong.....
lesson learned.
Oh well..........
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