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 Hi sweeties. :)

Ok i didn't blog last two days because i was lazyyyyyy hehe.

I got a lot of topics to blog about, but i don't know how to start. :/

Hmm i shall start with myself first. ok?? 

sorry if it's too boring :( i'm a boring person boohoo :(

So......................................................... 

shall start with my appearance first since EVERYONE judges the book by its cover, no??

#thisislife

Ok before i start: This post is basically about my own opinions about myself and 

some i got from people around me. 

I'm not trying to boast about myself or whatsoever 

and it's not to piss people off but if i do, i apologise for it :(

HAHA i believe you have already know how i look like

since i post my photos like basically every social websites i have/use (blog/facebook/twitter/tumblr etc) :P

BUT. That's just PHOTOS.

And like what others said, PHOTOS ARE DECEIVING!

Yup it's true :)

Well... of course photos are always better looking than how you are in real life 

since you can edit it and put effects to make them nicer. 

Too bad i don't have Photoshop. :/ i want and i NEED one..

So here are some of things i'd like to share: 

1: I have received comments before that i'm FAKE because i edit my photos, 

and if i didnt, i'd definitely look ugly.

And it's so hurtful :(

But i admit, my original photos are definitely not as nice as they are when edited

but i don't think it'll be soooo ugly :(

Ok la maybe for a few...? :/ but definitely not all!

I always have the habit of editing my photos before i post them online.

I think a lot of people hated me for that :/

I mean like, if you wanna share/post photos online 

of course you'll make it the best that it can be for people to see la if not what for sharing right? 

Of course you will want people to see the best of you and not the ugly ones.

So i'll always edit my photos to be nicer or as nice as they can be. Hehe.

Not saying that i edit EVERY SINGLE ONE of my photos,

but i'll always prefer to post the edited ones.

There are some that i didn't edit and posted

because i think they look fine and i'm too lazy~ hahah as usual

2: I have received comments on my photos from people 

who told me that i'm..... pretty. *blush* 

HAHA not for bragging ah!! Continue reading first! :)

Ok seriously i don't think i'm pretty, seriously seriously. *serious face*

Ok wait wait... before everyone starts labelling me as "bitch" "attention seeking whore" "fake bitch" or whatever names you can ever think of, let me explain...

Er maybe i'm just not bad looking but definitely NOT pretty. 

I'm speaking this from the bottom of my heart, i swear.

The reasons why i look "pretty" on my photos are simply 

because of the angles, lightnings etc.

NOT my face. :)

This is why photos are really deceiving, hahah

Notice i always like to take photos with my left side of the face 

because i think that side is nicer.hehe :3

And of course make ups and stuffs really make me look nicer.

I only like to take photos with my must-have enlarging contact lens! 

Hahaha if not i swear my eyes will look damn weird!

I used to survive without them and always manage to still look nice in photos without them 

but now i simply cannot figure out why i'll look weird if i didn't wear them :(

I think it's because i'm already used to them

because my sis told me i look fine with my bare eyes. :/ 

Trust me if you see how i look like at home you'll definitely freak out. 

It's TOTALLY different from how you see me outside or in the photos.

Hahah because i have imperfect eyesight, i wear specs. 

I think that's quite different already.

And i don't care about my look when i'm at home. So yeah. :P

3: I realised i have so much flaws about myself to share 

so i decided that i shall blog a new one about my flaws another time. Heheh

Moving on, i'm gonna talk about my personality. 

NOTE: Personality is not my attitude because my attitude is based on how you treat me. -from twitter

1: I'm a soft-hearted person. 

And i saw from those descriptions about CANCER (i am one) before that Cancer's are soft-hearted

which makes me more confirm that it's true. 

The disadvantage of being soft-hearted: i always end up forgive people easily, 

no matter they deserve it or not.

I just can't stay mad at someone for too long. 

As long as they just tell me: "you angry? :( sorry :(" 

i can already touched until don't know what and straight away forgive them. 

Even if they never apologise but they're nice to me,

it's enough for me to forgive them already.

Which always end up people not appreciating that and taking it for granted. :/

2: I'll treat you like how you treat me. 

Like if you treat me nice, there's no reason for me not to be nice to you right?

I may even be nicer!! :)

But if you bitch me... then don't expect me to be nice to you la..

I mean, i think almost everyone are like this. 

Unless you're really those super nice person 

who treat everyone nicely regardless of how they treat you.

Or unless you're really those bitch who basically bitch about everyone 

no matter how nice they treat you.

Fuck those bitches who guailan you even when you talk SUPER nice to them. 

3: I'm super friendly!!!! 

I really want to say this! I'm really a friendly person!! :(

I mean i'll definitely "Hi" you back if you say hi to me instead of saying "you are?"

And if strangers talk to me online NICELY, 

i'll always reply them with a smiley faces!!

Even though you didn't have smiley faces in your sentence!

But idk why, maybe i really have those "ah lian/unfriendly" face

that my haters are so much that they can form 8168735328974724 football teams. :(

I AM REALLY A FUCKING FRIENDLY PERSON!!!!!! :(

Omg i think i should stop here if not it's never gonna end. hehe.

Sorry if it bores you or somehow pisses you off but i don't mean it :(

XOXO